Part of me wont go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Cant live without it so its senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low cause its part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now Im sick of this I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity I rather not even be then the man thats staring in the mirror through me
[Pre chorus] Cut myself free willingly Sstop just whats killing me [x4]
I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it Once its been dealt with you feel like youve been touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the karma when the problems all gone And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you cant let be Memories of the last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart Where your insides bruised You can live if youre willing to Put a stop to just whats killing you
[Pre chorus x4]
[Chorus]
(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me wont go away, part of me wont go away Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be Every time I see myself I see theres always something wrong with me)
[Chorus x2] I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me [x2]
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